Easter is Coming!

My busy schedule was a good excuse to not write, but I think I've been hiding from writing. I canceled our Spring Break trip to Houston a week before we left, and that was really hard. We only had 4 students signed up. It wasn't enough to do the extra neighborhood visits the ministry we were working with had planned. I was able to work on my fundraising. I was glad to be in town when some friends asked Kyle and I to come over while they went through something. But it was still hard to cancel the trip, because it left me with questions: Had I heard from God to plan it? Had I prayed "enough" or done "enough" work to recruit? Why hadn't students signed up? It takes a lot of energy to wrestle through questions, especially when lies are the easier answers to believe.

I've had a great time since Spring Break, though. I read applications and interviewed Ministry Intern candidates for our area. We've got one Ministry Intern and one Volunteer Staff now, and we're still waiting to hear back. We had our Area Team Meetings in College Station this week, where we focused on prayer and celebrated my 5 years on staff. I had so much fun, and started crying hysterically from all the nice things people said. I was just a little overwhelmed. My parents and brother even drove down and a few friends who support my ministry came over for ice cream sundaes!

This weekend, of course, is Easter. I'm excited to celebrate with my family the greatest gift God could give us, salvation through Jesus. I'm hopeful for some rest and refreshment as we worship the risen Lord and race around hunting Easter eggs.

I'm also filled with hope about God's ability to provide my funding. Romans 8:32 says, "He who did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all, how will he not also with him graciously give us all things?" I've realized I haven't trusted God to be the kind of Father who loves me so completely nothing can separate us. So, whether I'm funded or not, God still loves me. And he's with me in the midst of the struggle. And he will provide what Kyle and I need, whatever that looks like. If you'd like to pray each day in April with me for my fundraising, would you email me or comment on the blog? I'd love to give you a couple specific prayer points. Thanks!